Everything fell apart last month

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dont really know what to say. found this place googling at 3am because I cant sleep anymore

my ex has turned my kids against me. 8 and 11. haven’t seen them in 6 weeks now because apparently I’m “unsafe” which is complete bollocks but try explaining that to an 8 year old who’s been told daddy is dangerous

solicitor says it’ll be months before we get back to court. months. my son won’t even answer the phone anymore and my daughter just repeats whatever her mum has told her to say

I dont know how you’re all still functioning tbh. this is killing me

God, 6 weeks with an 8 and 11 year old - that’s brutal mate. I’m 2 years in and those first few months nearly broke me too.